Amani Rakeia
Amani Rakeia
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living alone diaries: first time sober on girls trip, friends getting married, we're the new adults?
we're in arizona! i had such an amazing girls trip this weekend celebrating my bestie girl for her bachelorette trip!! it's amazing to me how i've known her for over 10 years and it still shocks us that we're the new adults, soon to be married and having babies!!
i was so nervous i wouldn't be able to upkeep my sobriety but truly, everyone was so supportive and inclusive. not once did i feel pressured and now i know i can really do this. i passed the test!! lol. anyways, i hope your week is going amazing! sending you big, *big* hugs. take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
(make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩)
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living alone diaries: venting on 6+ years of singleness and the lost art of self-pleasure
Просмотров 35 тыс.2 месяца назад
hi boos 🫶🏾, i really wanted to open up the dialogue in exploring the rawness and honesty of what it looks like to fully embrace all of your singleness. what does that look like when you're not actively dating or engaging in casual encounters? what does it look like as a lover girl who loves to romanticize her own life, but isn't receiving romantic experiences from others in her life? anywho, we...
living alone diaries: the best matcha in atlanta, cooking protein pasta and staying disciplined
Просмотров 35 тыс.2 месяца назад
hey boos, it's been a pretty good week over here. staying disciplined with my diet, hitting the gym regardless of my cycle making me feel moody and of course having lots of matcha! MoMo Cafe is hands down the best matcha cafe in all of Atlanta, don't let nobody tell you nothing different, okay! if you're not in atlanta and wanting to try matcha at a cafe, just ask for an iced matcha latte with ...
living alone diaries: slow, romantic nights like these remind me why i love living alone
Просмотров 27 тыс.2 месяца назад
hi boos, i'm so happy to finally be feeling like myself again. we're back in the gym, cooking simple meals, hydrating and slowly getting back into the groove of things. i've been loving carving out space in my night time routine to pour a delicious drink in a cute glass and either catch up on RUclips or turn on my red lights, snuggle up under the blankets and just ease into rest. no more gettin...
living alone diaries: i spent another valentines day alone and made matcha chocolate strawberries
Просмотров 57 тыс.2 месяца назад
hello, hi! i missed you all so so much. i hope you all felt so loved on valentine's day. even though i spent it solo, i really enjoyed myself in trying a new matcha-inspired recipe, which was matcha white chocolate covered strawberries. when i tell you they were the best thing i've tasted in a long time? 12/10! how are we liking the extra long knotless braids? i'm obsessed! grateful i didn't ru...
living alone diaries: practicing abstinence, one month alcohol-free and i've been glowing ever since
Просмотров 75 тыс.3 месяца назад
hey boos 🫶🏾, we're back from colorado and it's amazing how i *still* have such this radiant glow going on. at this point, i'm going to need a quarterly trip there! this week i've just been easing into my day to day routine and getting back into my creative bag and sharing more content. lots of solo coffee shop work sessions, late night and early morning gym sessions, meal prepping and of course...
living alone diaries: my desire for romance stopped me from enjoying my 20s. hello, happy girl era
Просмотров 27 тыс.3 месяца назад
hey boos 🫶🏾, here's to part two of my colorado new years solo trip! i literally had the time of my life and i genuinely still feel the magic of denver on my spirit now that i'm back home in atlanta. i would 100% do this again and again and again. and yes, i'd even do it solo again without a doubt! this trip has shown me the importance of not allowing sadness or feelings of loneliness hold you b...
living alone diaries: i think i want to move to colorado? here's to a perfect new years trip alone
Просмотров 26 тыс.3 месяца назад
hey boos 🫶🏾, happy 2024!! i spent the most rejuvenating week ever in colorado going into the new year. btw, this is only part one of my trip here. part two, coming soon! when i tell you what i needed most was to see and and experience something my eyes have never seen before, i needed that!! y'all know i'm into astrocartography and Colorado is where my Jupiter/Descendant line is. I also have a ...
living alone diaries: taking care of yourself while sick? refund me on this single life, please.
Просмотров 38 тыс.4 месяца назад
hey boos 🫶🏾, happy almost 2024!! I didn't want to end this year without sharing one last vloggy vlog. unfortunately i was super sick right before the holidays, which i feel was a further emphasis on me choosing to end the year on a soft note versus a strong note. between my cycle coming on and then being hit by this cold, one thing its taught me is the power of a good bubble bath. from now on, ...
living alone diaries: taking small steps to find my light again, matcha oatnogg & decorating my tree
Просмотров 32 тыс.5 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: taking small steps to find my light again, matcha oatnogg & decorating my tree
living alone diaries: comforting loneliness when it arrives and late nights making lasagna soup
Просмотров 126 тыс.5 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: comforting loneliness when it arrives and late nights making lasagna soup
living alone diaries: no matter how great you are, the wrong man will humiliate you. life goes on
Просмотров 83 тыс.5 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: no matter how great you are, the wrong man will humiliate you. life goes on
living alone diaries: grinding in my 20's ended with addiction to stress. here's to burnout recovery
Просмотров 49 тыс.7 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: grinding in my 20's ended with addiction to stress. here's to burnout recovery
living alone diaries: neutral, cozy bedroom decor, solo matcha date and showing up for myself daily
Просмотров 37 тыс.7 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: neutral, cozy bedroom decor, solo matcha date and showing up for myself daily
living alone diaries: finally shopping for myself, fall capsule wardrobe and pilates brings me joy
Просмотров 44 тыс.8 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: finally shopping for myself, fall capsule wardrobe and pilates brings me joy
living alone diaries: living my twenties at my own pace and it's ok if i choose slow & easy
Просмотров 29 тыс.8 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: living my twenties at my own pace and it's ok if i choose slow & easy
living alone diaries: the twenty-somethings are burnt out, but life doesn't stop. keep going
Просмотров 268 тыс.8 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: the twenty-somethings are burnt out, but life doesn't stop. keep going
living alone diaries: making friends as an adult is difficult, building my closet and girls' date
Просмотров 33 тыс.8 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: making friends as an adult is difficult, building my closet and girls' date
living alone diaries: connecting to my spirituality, brown sugar matcha latte recipe, house plants
Просмотров 31 тыс.9 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: connecting to my spirituality, brown sugar matcha latte recipe, house plants
living alone diaries: morning jazz showers, neutral european bedding, gym girl era and wine party
Просмотров 25 тыс.9 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: morning jazz showers, neutral european bedding, gym girl era and wine party
living alone diaries: enjoying my solitude, neutral, cozy living room aesthetic and settling in
Просмотров 96 тыс.9 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: enjoying my solitude, neutral, cozy living room aesthetic and settling in
living alone diaries: moving to a new city can feel lonely, but my nervous system feels calm here
Просмотров 41 тыс.9 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: moving to a new city can feel lonely, but my nervous system feels calm here
living alone diaries: i finally left los angeles and it's what i needed for my mental health
Просмотров 26 тыс.9 месяцев назад
living alone diaries: i finally left los angeles and it's what i needed for my mental health
living alone diaries: slowly feeling like myself again and deep cleaning for my mental health
Просмотров 22 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: slowly feeling like myself again and deep cleaning for my mental health
living alone diaries: have no expectations when dating, apartment hunting and moving to ATL?
Просмотров 36 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: have no expectations when dating, apartment hunting and moving to ATL?
living alone diaries: so, i've been depressed. i'm leaving LA and seeing my mom after 3 years
Просмотров 41 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: so, i've been depressed. i'm leaving LA and seeing my mom after 3 years
living alone diaries: i quit my 9-5, going on a date, my at-home matcha latte recipe and mommy talks
Просмотров 37 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: i quit my 9-5, going on a date, my at-home matcha latte recipe and mommy talks
living alone diaries: venting about singleness, first days in my new apartment and makeup details
Просмотров 133 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: venting about singleness, first days in my new apartment and makeup details
living alone diaries: balancing a 9-5 & content creation is hard and trying LA's best matcha lattes
Просмотров 14 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: balancing a 9-5 & content creation is hard and trying LA's best matcha lattes
living alone diaries: new year reset, meal prepping, body goals and new apartment update
Просмотров 9 тыс.Год назад
living alone diaries: new year reset, meal prepping, body goals and new apartment update

Комментарии

  • @ItsMoMoneyyy
    @ItsMoMoneyyy 2 часа назад

    I absolutely love the Boondocks gifs LOL! ❤️

  • @nauticabourdier8920
    @nauticabourdier8920 3 часа назад

    💖💖

  • @user-cg3tq1vn8b
    @user-cg3tq1vn8b 20 часов назад

    Where u girl l miss u so much 😢

  • @geetasaawan4614
    @geetasaawan4614 День назад

    washing hair and scalp with water and shampoo and massage under water is useful for woman sexual health and also bladder health , let your head breathe with natural hair and natural wash from time to time 🌬🌧🚿 also every once in a while for one or two weeks remove the implanted nail and let breathe your natural nails for your liver health 🌱🤚🌺🌿 you are a beautiful cutie girl with your natural body natural hair and nails 👧🧘‍♀️🌿

  • @melodygolden9719
    @melodygolden9719 День назад

    Question what company did you use to hang the tv on the wall in Atlanta

  • @RJ-hy2uh
    @RJ-hy2uh День назад

    Good morning momma. Hope all is well. The time we see you in your vlogs is not all that is going on in one’s life. Hope all is well and there is so much to share when you return to your platform. We’ll be waiting and watching and cheering you on ❤❤❤

  • @vanessa6236
    @vanessa6236 2 дня назад

    Arm workout please?! Your arms are goals ❤

  • @vanessa6236
    @vanessa6236 2 дня назад

    Lmfaooooo holysh*t I wasn't ready for all that setting spray 😂😂.... butt wat was the eyeliner you used? It looked white i believe? Oh and your highlighter?

  • @vanessa6236
    @vanessa6236 2 дня назад

    Fast approaching my 35th bday this August and rewatching for ideas ❤

  • @originallylinda
    @originallylinda 4 дня назад

    I am SO HAPPY I fell upon your videos✨ You have the sweetest and fun vibes plus I live in ATL too ❤️ Going to binge all your videos now when I’m in my hawt gorl walks :’)

  • @musicjunkieaddict6600
    @musicjunkieaddict6600 6 дней назад

    You look stunning girl

  • @pharalone239
    @pharalone239 8 дней назад

    Coucou ma beaute Merci pour ton contenu si relaxant .... J'adoooore ❤❤❤❤ Bisou de Paris

  • @Hakutara
    @Hakutara 9 дней назад

    Premium editing nice! This deserves many views and subscribers!

  • @jermainejohnson-nx9qg
    @jermainejohnson-nx9qg 11 дней назад

    the high pitched asss "BYYYEEEEEE"Ss are so annoying so for that alone i see why shes single. but after watching a few vids the astrocarto stuff is obvi bull but from seeing it, you ddint like los angeles because you didnt feel seen, you didnt get the ressuregence from new york when you revisisted, and atlatna didnt click from the jump even the initial visits. so if astrocarto is so accurate how did 3 differenet corners of the country not workout?stop running and do the inner work, this is saD

  • @ShowKase242
    @ShowKase242 12 дней назад

    We miss your vlogs? When is the next one dropping?

  • @AllofBri
    @AllofBri 12 дней назад

    Hey it’s laurises little sister Brianna. We are currently watching your videos in bed at 6:30pm on vacation in Aruba lol 😂 🫶🏼

  • @hugoc.6037
    @hugoc.6037 15 дней назад

    how can you speak english that such fast. You are amasing😀

  • @turquesa_8056
    @turquesa_8056 15 дней назад

    I was living alone and now my nephew and his family moved in......I already miss living alone.

  • @spiritualandmotivation600
    @spiritualandmotivation600 16 дней назад

    I know this is old and I’m sure you are in a better place with this situation, but for me what I learned is people cannot give you what they don’t have. Learning her background could provide you a better perspective as to why she couldn’t show up for you then, but if possible how can she now? Perspective is everything when the questions have gone unanswered for so long. I have also learned that we as children have every right to have an expectation of parents to show up for us because they birth us here, but when it’s keeping you bound you must adjust and sometimes accept that you may never get from them what you need as a child grown but still their child. Making peace with that and asking God how to be in relationship with one or both parents in the way that pleases Him. Doing that for me has allowed me to respect my dad because of his position, but knowing who I am as a grown woman to set certain boundaries because of the love of God and myself. Parents are to be honored, but we can voice our perspective of their action or no.n action in our lives. My dad is getting older and he on his own realizes the relationship he does not have with me. I don’t do anymore than the situation allows for. He comes around for birthdays and holidays. I don’t hold him in my debt. Freedom comes when you let go and don’t push people past their capabilities or comfort levels. I love my dad and I know he loves me, but he doesn’t know how to be a dad to me for his own experiences or non relational experiences in his life. For me God is my everything and because I love and honor Him it helps me do the same for my dad who really doesn’t know me and my mom in some capacity. I had expectations of her and she could not fill them. Her mom was taken from her when she was 2 by a drunk driver. She never got that time with her mom and it cause such a mother wound in her that really affects my life now as a mother. I don’t feel I have all the emotional capabilities to give my child, but I do know I love my child and want the very best for them. Parenting is not easy and for many reasons some parents just don’t know how despite creating the child. Freedom comes from within to still show love to those who you seen or felt has failed you some way in life. I really pray you all the best on this journey.

  • @minatran3652
    @minatran3652 18 дней назад

    Hey I just subscribed to your channel. I'm from Australia.

  • @JADE-HIRAYA
    @JADE-HIRAYA 19 дней назад

    btw.. screens don't ruin your vision. this is wrong

  • @airiellelewis1109
    @airiellelewis1109 20 дней назад

    Where you at girl????

  • @Pretty_IntenseMadam
    @Pretty_IntenseMadam 22 дня назад

    Amani, girl you okay?? You haven’t posted in like a month

  • @fylanbianca
    @fylanbianca 25 дней назад

    after seeing your recent vids and the ones from a year ago popping up, the way you have random sad moments that lead to you crying and then being okay, have you considered bipolar disorder. too often people think bipolar is an extreme rage to an extreme low but often its not.

  • @shanitawalker8861
    @shanitawalker8861 25 дней назад

    Love love love your content

  • @miksriri5353
    @miksriri5353 27 дней назад

    We miss you love from Cape Town South Africa

  • @jenn_in_atl
    @jenn_in_atl 29 дней назад

    lmao i love when you hype yourself up <3

  • @Kawaiicutiebaby
    @Kawaiicutiebaby Месяц назад

  • @mschellylove3588
    @mschellylove3588 Месяц назад

    Single club 🙌🏾 I am 38 years old and single. I have those same feelings and after pleasuring myself I feel like I made it worse. I do crave Physical touch from a man but not just any man but a man that I Desire. Glad we can talk about it in the comments

  • @eridaliledesma3543
    @eridaliledesma3543 Месяц назад

    Oh I can relate to this..

  • @nikkidw7266
    @nikkidw7266 Месяц назад

    The red light and setting the time and mood for self love is a must! That entire segment was very well said.

  • @kimcauthen
    @kimcauthen Месяц назад

    Hey chica, I'm your new "favorite auntie" who loves your channel!! Listen, I have a daughter your age who is your energy twin. Keep up the great visuals, the cooking, the authenticity. It's so refreshing ❤ Your parents raised a very classy young lady. Now...I have to purchase all of these lippies they all look good. PS. I luv the jazz and all the great aesthetics ❤❤❤

  • @platinumstudio6735
    @platinumstudio6735 Месяц назад

    My beautiful sister, the Holy Spirit is speaking to you through me, asking you to be mindful of the enemy’s devices. You are worshipping false gods through astrology. There is only one true God. Acts 7. Peace be with you 🙏🏾

  • @janiceross1207
    @janiceross1207 Месяц назад

    Wow why all the cursing

  • @jenn_in_atl
    @jenn_in_atl Месяц назад

    it's giving dance 😂 girl you crack me up when you make yourself laugh i absolutely love it xo

  • @jailenj
    @jailenj Месяц назад

    I am actually headed to AZ for my friends Bach weekend as well ! I can't wait, it seemed like y'all had a good time

  • @celestebaptiste3603
    @celestebaptiste3603 Месяц назад

    Im really loving the growth youre such an inspiration to me because im turning 29 this year n finally started living

  • @survivalsilk2101
    @survivalsilk2101 Месяц назад

    come back amani we miss you!!!

  • @infinitedezi
    @infinitedezi Месяц назад

    i love love LOVE! your vlogs, truly one of my favorite youtubers love you sm amaniiii❤!

  • @ztat786
    @ztat786 Месяц назад

    Ma’am where have you beeeen?

  • @LIPBALMKIXXXTV
    @LIPBALMKIXXXTV Месяц назад

    As a fellow content creator in a new city far away from home , I really relate to your moment about balance and content creation. I always feel bad for feeling like this because I dreamed of this life, but I have been fighting my rest + reset chapter for a while. I’m also an adult entertainer , and working , filming, editing like all of it is a lot and finding balance is tough because it’s hard to say no especially when you come from nothing. I have slowed down on dancing at the club and I’m so proud of myself for that, but I can’t help but get frustrated when every single day of my week I’m in bed editing or running around filming and trying to get it all done by the deadlines but also trying not to rush and stay creative. I just want to say I really appreciate your transparency, I have never known how to exactly articulate how I feel but you just did it for me. We deserve all the success in our path, but we also deserve to enjoy life not just capture and edit it. Thank you again for being vulnerable , I never thought I would say this but I think I found my favorite youtuber 🥺😭🫶🏽💜

  • @Valentina-xl6wr
    @Valentina-xl6wr Месяц назад

    Wowww

  • @kaykekana9484
    @kaykekana9484 Месяц назад

    I love you girl..I can relate also sometimes ❤love from SA

  • @asapjacy
    @asapjacy Месяц назад

    we miss you!!

  • @Samantha12c
    @Samantha12c Месяц назад

    🤍🤍🤍

  • @DeatdiaJohnson
    @DeatdiaJohnson Месяц назад

    you will never get a boy freind with those gorilla lips honey